Thursday, 29 January 2009
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Jan. 29, 2009
I'm still here...it's been months. It's been a while. I'm here and I'm pacing anxiously, like some kid outside the candy shop. See... I broke up with him. We took a 'break.' I thought it was for all these different reasons. People kept trying to tell me what I should do. Then it occured to me, people don't like to see others happy. They get jealous, they get mad, they start thinking about how they wish they had what we had. And I, always under the influence of my own self doubt, ran scared when things really started heating up. Because I love him. There was a time when I felt I would never find the one...and then pow! There he is. And when Prince Charmin finally shows, what do I do? I run off... scared as shit, b/c really... he's just awesome. I've hurt him, without ever wanting to. Hopefully... we can find a way to mend our hearts back together.
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Comments (2)
wow sorry to hear, welcome back to the spot, your seat is still here
dont worry, you two will find the other again...just be patient!